sophomore year...for only one more full day and three half days i am sophomore
i am not prepared to be a junior then after that a senior..im just not ready for this..


the list of what you ask.. the list of 101 things that happened my sophomore year at ba..[this is going to take forever]

because i love these 101 things.. haha. i also figured i should write in here..

so.. go go read it!

by the way it is in no special order.

101 things that happened sophomore year
1. getting tackled on my birthday
2. and getting a huge carebear and carebear back, a crazy long card from lynn..and such
3. them lighting candles then walking down the hallway with my cake
4. the cruise
5. apple picking
6. scary dave the apple man- rapist
7. jen's mom coming at midnight
8. sitting on the roof and eating candy
9. walking all of maywood with cat and lynn
10. getting my black and pink cons from chelsea for christmas
11. and getting hot pink pumps and screaming...haha
12. sweet 16s
13. cat's sweet 16 - 'cut my bread please', spilling my drink then putting napkin over the spill, me then vanessa trying to cut my meat then finally jeff cutting it.
14. volleyball season
15. my daughter from volleyball season jennie, then my daughter from softball jackie
16. volleyball sleepover- me n shannon being the first to get there last to leave, mad gab, never have i ever
17. all the times we played to 'never have i ever' this year
18. getting my silver award
19. "Jake Ryan"
20. walking from ciara's to lyndhurst back to ciara's
21. "p-hetto" - 'hand sign'
22. chess club
23. chess club stories
24. 'i ate you', shannon building towers with chess pieces and then getting yelled at, being told that chess is a quiet game
25. the list [shannon and sean]
26. dying my bag green and getting dark green hands
27. Build-a-bear - no one liking that lady
28. Lauren's sweet 16- us being the only five dancing; matt requesting white christmas
29. homecoming
30. chocolate comp
31. the bus ride home, "never have i ever"
32. "take hitler and put him on a couch, no i didnt mean it like that"-mr.kramer
33. changing in the hallway for volleyball
34. "You're banging"
35. AMUN (of course)
36. my AMUN group that- Jordan guy(SO hott!)
37. we are getting our own aparment
38. floor hockey and flag football shirts
39. maroon 5 and Gavin DeGraw concert/ that whole half day
40.Motion city soundtrack, Boys night out, the starting line concert - the secuirty guard, gary m. with the hot hair little league shirt, perfect view
41. New Year's Eve
42. "I like your belt" x20
43. "I like that c, i have it only smaller" x20 also
44. our like three hour convo that night
45. chelsea under the glass table and falling out of the bathroom
46. nikita chasing chelsea chasing ciara chasing the skateboarder[that they saw later in the williams center]
47. New Year's Crew
48. only guys in mona lisa smile
49. Eros crew
50. Spring break when ciara and chelsea were getting back, when we were waiting in eros the lady didnt believe that they were coming.
51. "I am going to see harry potter tonight"- screaming through the halls
52. "can i hug your dad?" - steals 50 of the tickets
53. library day- chinese food, walking around seacaus by myself, "i will call the police if anything happens and tell them that my friend is in seacaus somewhere"
54. ramones shirt + hot hair + hot voice + lip ring = sex
55. dying my hair in vanessa's bathroom, "its kinda red"
56. "i wanna makeout with you a lot"
57. the makeout closet that we change in
58. Captain John *Salutes*
59. "Do you think she is pretty?" "I know where this goes" *walks away*
60. me making cupcakes for my birthday
61. jen getting four cakes for her birthday
62. ciara's birthday picnic
63. me, fran, jackie, and danielle's plan to see mean girls
64. jackie and danielle taking mine and francesca's place
65. target- trying on bras in the aisle, scarying lisa a lot
66. shivani driving me from the lower parking lot to the upper parking lot
67. sitting in vanessa's kitchen at like 1 in the morning making those coffee icy things
68. taking funny pictures with glasses
69. it being like 630 and vanessa's mom asking us if we went to bed yet
70. straightening my hair for ally's
71. the workout video for projects
72. cotton-eye-joe
73. "we think you would be good in bed"
74. camping by myself having - hanging out with 6th and 8th graders, being told that some girl hates pink shoes and converses
75. the sock hop
76. memorial day weekend - Mikey walking into a meter- us trying to take pictures on the beach at night - reading and sleeping yet it being fun - boardwalk - tampons - "not good sex" in unison"great sex"
77. the abumlatory story (atusa)
78. eating too much cookie dough - sleeping in a U- shape
79. drawing on my sock with a glitter pen
80. scotland, pa
81. ciara, chelsea, and jen coming to church with me - spring fair
82. eating snow and sliding on bball hoops
83. the day me lynn n cat went to the city.. we saw mike and james "that james"
84. the day ciara put pirate tattoos on during math, and then putting one on jesse
85. watching high-5 in the mall..and signing with them.. "count to 10 do it again"
86. me not being able to make instant pudding
87. spit balls in math class
88. the day we made breakfast in culinary with the sub
89. day mr.modell came
90. dancing in the movie theatre to dashboard
91. me cutting my finger opening an exacto knife
92. l.o.g. - rings
93. l.y.a.c.c.
94. my random assortment of crushes this year
95. bug sex
96. the bet about the wedding
97. krisanne's sweet 16 - her amazing speeches..that made me cry
98. jen going to the plaza the day after her sweet 16
99. jen's sweet 16 - her candle cermony - her trying to make me cry
100. softball season - us being assholes - "i might just call you an asshole, dont take it too literally" "do you have that disease" - thats crap - the stripper song - hot coaches - missing pip - i want that lanky body next to me - you can do it put your back into it - am, am i running - "wow you are so much like me" "well i am your daughter" - buying ice cream from the guy that works at our school - basketball drills in the middle of the field - hot senior - the bus rides - super fun times
and last but not least.. we shall end the list on a funny note...
101. the very last game of the softball season for school then we were on the bus with the boys varisty baseball team. and that was the last time we will ever be on the bus with hott boy *tear*. and i am just sitting there with ashley, than i realize that i have gum on my shorts and she had it on her shirt. and the back of the bus was laughing at me. then i was like marissa pass the ice down. and she was like NO why? i need it. why? then me being the loud person i yell i have gum all of my shorts. and then everyone(the boys included) turn around and looks at me

wow, sophomore year is really over, it really does not feel like it. oh well this time next week i will have been a junior for like a day and a half. also even though i wasnt really super close to any of the seniors i seriously can't believe that they arent coming back next year, i am going to miss them soo much.

well that is all for now..

im actually updating but not. Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.. and the homework.. and the incessant forwards.. and the friendship.. and the calls to each other complaining about crushes.. Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls .. And the "I miss you's" &the "I love you's".. And the "What are we doing tonight's?".. And somewhere between all of the changing, growing.. Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes.. And the skipping classes.. And the studying for tests... And the pretending to study for tests.. And the downright NOT studying for tests.. I forgot.. I forgot what High school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry.. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.. And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.. I forgot that you can't control falling in love.. And that you can't make yourself fall in love.. I learned that I can love.. I learned that it's okay to mess up.. And it's okay to ask for help.. And it's okay to feel like crud.. I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the Dances or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups.. It's the friendships, which means taking chances.. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.. I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends, both o l d and new, are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.. So this is a thank you to you..

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i dont really write on this anymore. so if you want to read about my boring life

{not like anyone reads this anyway}

-all of my amazing, awesome, superduper FRIENDS
-great memories
-good dreams
-being on the beach at night..when it isn't too hot but it isn't too cold?it is perfect..i could just sit there for hours
-good wishes
-the rain
-nice eyes
-getting a hug when you really need it..or just because
-the oc
-one tree hill
-hott guys in the mall
-hott guys in general
-doing well on something i worked hard on
-the freshman in my spanish class
-my histo class
-really good books
-good movies
-good music
-ADAM BRODY!
-my school (minus the work and quizzes/tests)
-those video projects last year
-people that make me laugh
-seeing my crushes
-talking/seeing someone i havent seen/talked to in a long time
-going to a concert
-cheese
-math class (when we are supposed to working on our homework)
-free time
-photography
-getting your pictures back and having awesome ones
-shopping
-skateboarding
-guys who skateboard
-meeting new people and making new friends
-my volleyball team
-awesome pictures
-spinning
-watermelon flavored junior strength Tylenol
-lunch time at school
-sweet guys
-inside jokes
-the game never have i ever! (the clean way)
-days my hair looks good when i really want it to
-my friends sweet 16/ vanessa's sweet 15
-matt's being ghettoness
-mine and vanessa's language
-guys with hott hair
-guys with hott cheek bones(lol vanessa)
-culinary parties
-getting a letter in the mail
-hearing a song that brings make good memories
-getting a well thought out or hand made present (something that someone saw in the store and was like omg that is sooo jen)
-ciara cutting her arm hair during math (hahaha lol)
-short and sweatshirt weather
-when someone reminds you of something you totally forgot about until then
-my walk home from the bus in the fall
-my spark and school softball team
-mine and erica's bench warming..(lol the memories)
-my purple bat - and the pink helmet i want
-Chad Michael Murray
-when someone gives you an odd compliment, like one dayatusa told me I had really white teeth. when you give someone a compliment it isn't usually something like that
-when someone tells you a compliment that someone else said about you

these are some of things that make me happy. i will quote this kid Young, today he said "wow it must be cool to be easily amused." And I really like being happy and all of things that make me happy can totally make my day. the littlest things make me happy today during the spanish presentations i decided to write down all of the things that make me happy. and then i put the list in my pocket and kept adding things on to it all. it is funny but by writing this list it made me happier.

leave me comments..what are thing that make u happy

this is on my blurty too

i have to say that i love leaving comments on xangas and blurtys. i like leaving comments on random people. it is fun!

[i know you are thinking it so just say it! I am A LOSER!]

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